Wednesday, March 24, 2010

Shadow stuff.

Poem

If you were to walk in
my bedroom on this
particular Sunday morning
You'd be pleased to find
that I have hung myself
leather bound like the bible
You'd know exactly
why I did it too.
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Haiku

If Death comes knocking
Tell him I got his message
and took care of it
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Poem

Who would have guessed
that my last moment alive
would be spent
screaming
at a pick up truck
who would have thought
that my angel of death
would be
a 40oz. of Old English
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Monday, March 22, 2010

Poem

I hold all truths now,
they were floating around
in the cosmos of the ancient gods
looking for someone to cling to
someone to love them
to share them with humanity
and let the human race
achieve
eternal wisdom
transcendent freedoms
hedonistic ecstasy
spiritual essence
the type of shit
that would make
Solomon blush

Poem

I love the way you twist and turn
my mind to get to the decaying core
you consume me,
you know what I am and who I want to be
you are be everything I want to be and if you decide
to dig deeper and be
what I never thought I could want
another love, another me!
Then, by all means, use me
it's sadistic, I know
but I'm all for it
so humor me, please me
and rip my heart in two

Monday, March 1, 2010

Random Sun Poem?

I don't want to shine
I don't want to gleam, gloss, glitz
luster, glow, glitter or flicker
What's the point?
All I ever do is cause burns,
droughts, and cancer
What's the point if you can't even look at me?
I've made baby girls cry,
I've made great men blind
So FUCK being the center of the universe
the only thing,
the ONLY thing universal about me
would be the collective and unanimous
bitching and moaning about how hot and bright I am,
Let's see how "forgiving" your precious water is
When the moon takes over...
So what is the point?
When the world turns it's head, so does everyone else
and I scream at the top of my lungs
TEACH THE TRUTH TO YOUR KIDS!
The truth is that I never physically set,
The truth is I AM God, so to speak
but you don't teach the truth to your kids,
and I am taken for granted,
If you don't teach the truth to your kids
Then what's the point of it all?
What's the point?
What's the point?
What's the point?
I don't want to beam, flare, or radiate
I don't want to shine anymore.

Thursday, January 28, 2010

I was walking down the block with an old friend talking of life, politics and art
and my homes, my buddy, my friend had the nerve, the straight unbarred
audacity, to call me pretentious, why must I be pretentious? Why can't I be
cultured? Why can't I be eclectic? Why can't I be educated and refined in the things
I hold most dear to me? Am I truly pretentious? I suppose I am but what the dude
didn't realize is that the exact context of the word pretentious has changed today, I think
I understand it now as a compliment rather than an insult due to the fact it was taken out of context, the old meaning of the term would imply I claim some love or knowledge that I don't actually possess all for the sake of looking fresh, looking cool, but that wasn't the case here, my boy meant to say that I sounded like a damn fool and intellectual actually living in 2010, there aren't that many now I see where he's coming from, I'm a dying breed, a dying breed of persons, persons who question what does it mean to be a person, a person who does not only only express himself by the touch of paint but realizes that's just not enough, realizes that you must be socially and spiritually active in all expressive forms, I love the touch of paint just as much as I love the 7th chord on the beat of communication as much as I love the rhythm of the spoken word, society is losing that, so I speaking on behalf of the blind eyes and virgin ears, the weak lips, the bourgeois bitches and tricks looking to get a piece of the pie read this well and open your eyes to the truth that is - I'm a dying breed, I'm human.

Thursday, January 21, 2010

3Peat

To quickly Re-Re introduce myself

My name is Felipe and I will be serving as Tech guy during your stay at the WCSP. You can ask me any questions about the program, Blogger, Flickr, Blurb, BookSmart (blurb program), Cameras, Photography, and Photoshop. I'm also open to any other questions. I hope you enjoy the class as much as past students have!

So who am I?

I am a Sophomore at Molloy College double majoring in Fine Arts / Philosophy. You can usually find me in the Philosophy House or the second floor of Wilbur. I'm generally easy to get along with.

Wednesday, January 20, 2010

WCSP Spring 2010

It's that time again...

Sunday, December 6, 2009

End.

- So I haven't been blogging in a while. It is mainly because of what I like to call ESSD (End of Semester Stress Disorder). I have a ton of papers to finish up and an even larger art project to finish.

- To those Whitman students who come across this:
You guys were an great group of students who made my work with Dr.Russo a load of fun, a "hoot and a half" even. I really do hope you guys retain at least some of things you learned in the program, I learned quite a bit from you guys. I wish you all the best of luck during your years here at Molloy :)


- To those people who read my blog and attacked me on face book (again) I have decided to make a separate blog where I discuss all the other things you parasites enjoy, I'll post the link later.

Small post but figured I'd let you know I'm still alive, just busy

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

Top Ten Lists ( in no particular order )

Bored, I like making top ten lists.....


Top Ten Artists At The Moment:

1. Joan Snyder
2. Robert Rauschenberg
3. Robert Ryman
4. Hiroshi Sugimoto
5. Mark Rothko
6. Willem De Kooning
7. Sol Lewitt
8. Sally Mann
9: Andy Warhol
10: Elizabeth Murray

Top Ten Music At The Moment:

1. Radiohead
2. Portishead
3. My Bloody Valentine
4. The Dillinger Escape Plan
5. The Velvet Underground
6. Aphex Twin
7. The Wu-Tang Clan
8. Ghostland Observatory
9: Everytime I Die
10: Foxy Shazam

Top Ten Writers At The Moment:

1. Jack Kerouac
2. Pablo Neruda
3. William Butler Yeats
4. Kurt Vonnegut
5. Emily Dickinson
6. George Orwell
7. Fyodor Dostoevsky (The Brothers Karamazov)
8. Stephen King Why does my font keep changing?
9. Max Brooks
10: Ayn Rand

I'll continue to add on once I figure out why this damn font is changing

The Pivot Questionnaire (Updated)

1. What is your favorite word?
Eh, no single word, but I've been calling annoying women No Good Trifling Ass Nefarious Tricks lately.

2. What is your least favorite word?
No word is taboo.

3. What turns you on creatively, spiritually, or emotionally?
I try to absorb everything because this world has so much to give, positive and negative

4. What turns you off?
No good trifling ass nefarious tricks

5. What is your favorite curse word?
Curse words have lost their zing, I enjoy combining my insults with a downer e.g. "You Fucking Failure"

6. What sound or noise do you love?
The beach at night is pretty cool.

7. What sound or noise do you hate?
The chatty sound dumb ass spoiled rich kids comparing cars....

8. What profession other than your own would you like to attempt?
maybe a Social Psychologist? Something Sociology related

9. What profession would you not like to do?
Again, I would hate to be the Janitor at a Porn Studio

10. If heaven exists, what would you like yo hear God say when you arrive at the Pearly Gates?
Jesus Christ it's Felipe Alcantara !

Thursday, October 1, 2009

I Remember

I remember thinking I was the shit because I had a pack of 64 crayola crayons
I remember the first time I played football, so that's what pigskin tastes like...
I remember learning the difference between football and futbol
I remember when luchables were a treat, not a given
I remember when cartoons were still crudely drawn
I remember going to my first art museum, I remember my life changing
I remember my first art class, and how I would wow my teacher
I remember just how uninterested she actually was
I remember my first whiff of paint, and it slid across cheap canvas
I remember doing the same last week. Man it reeks
I remember dreaming about galleries and money,
I remember realizing it probably won't happen, I remember not caring
I remember my first fight, I'm sure he remembers it too...
I remember feeling triumphant, and learning martial arts
I remember my second fight, and how unnecessary it is
I remember fighting in self defense, and the wound that came with it
I remember thinking how cruel people can be, that's for true
I remember my first girlfriend and how immature that was
found out what a broken heart was short after
I remember dating, and how high school girls all have the same M.O.
I remember meeting my current girlfriend and how annoying she is
still is
I remember the day my life changed and what responsibility really meant.
I remember I wasn't ready for it, still trying to work it out
I remember my first day of college and how excited I was
I remember went shit hit the fan right after
I remember my parents' divorce, almost 12 years ago
I remember I didn't know my father much then
still don't
I remember my first taste of a hard knock life, and my hatred for spoiled children
I remember starting this in class with the intention of it being shorter
I'm apparently attracting eves droppers around me, fine
I remember my first and only birthday party in 4th grade and how few friends I had
but man we were mischievous bastards.
I remember losing them one by one
One moved, Three dead, and One hates me, damn how the times change
I remember wishing this professor would shut the hell up, he's useless
I remember the accident and how much I cried, losing friends sucks
I remember swearing off alcohol even though it wasn't involved
I don't remember why I decided to go off on this
I remember when I decided to be an artist
I remember realizing that people responding more to what I have to say
when it was painted rather than said
I remember realizing people don't like to listen
I remember getting into music, and learning the bass
I remember contemplating being a musician and saying fuck it
I remember contemplating being a psychologist and saying fuck it
I remember contemplating studying philosophy and saying fuck that
I remember getting into sociology and left it hanging as a fall back
I remember thinking about all of this in high school
I remember quite a lot that I really don't want to, I hope one day I earn the right to forget.

Monday, September 28, 2009

They say the eyes are the window to the soul
but these eyes are soulless, black and cold
I shut these windows, close these blinds close
so that you can't read my soul, black and cold
but I can see you, oh yes I can pierce your soul
with my soulless eyes so black and cold
They stab at your sides and crawl inside
making their way through the carcass and lies
to find out where your heart hides and make it fold
in fear as the chill runs down your spine
fear of me as our eyes collide
until you can't take it anymore and you scream and die
from staring into the dismal abyss, my eyes still
so back and cold

Sunday, September 27, 2009

New Photos

New Photos are up on Flickr

Sunday, September 20, 2009

Untitled

It makes my heart beat off beat
beats it right and proper with love with
the meter dropping like the pitter-patter
of tap water tapping on mother's pots and pans
slapping the tiny cold splashes of warm comfort
on my face making my body and spirit shiver so,
so excited as my senses are at home, sweet home
perhaps the tingling that makes me shiver so
is the reason why I call this place home
and still it makes me shiver so,
it's the reason why I keep coming back

Sunday, September 13, 2009

Suppose it was this easy,
live your life, live it to the max,
live every moment
like it was your last, bottom's up
no regrets

Well I ain't much for supposing,
Yea I'd rather stay in today,
Under the weather, under a blanket
under a rock where no one can find me
face down, 3 sheets to the wind

And suppose love was perfect,
like in fairy tales,
Ha! I call bullshit, fairy tales
are reserved for north shore chicks
though I must ask,
when did "till' death do us part"
become more of a goal?

So suppose this is all factual,
actual days where you cry
days where you actually want to curl up
and die cause you bought the wife the
wrong set of china so now she's yelling at you in Italian

well a bullet sounds the same in every language, bitch
...supposin' I was that type of guy

Well, I suppose that that would make life rather interesting, no?
no it'd still be dull, full of moronic idiots taking care of people's money
with a community college degree, and nefarious tricks running the streets
with their pride of El Barrio, raising money to leave it but can't cause the world
around them is going to hell

Well I suppose that puts me in a better position, But I'm through supposing
cause that's just damn depressing.

Friday, September 11, 2009

I Suppose I should Properly Introduce Myself.....Again

As you newcomers surf through Blogger and notice that some wacko has commented your blog, or notice that random dude in the classroom helping out Damian with whatever, that's me...obviously.

If you've already come across this blog fine, if not... well you wouldn't be reading this, now would you?

My name is Felipe Alcantara and I am a Sophomore here at Molloy College. I'm an art major shooting for my Bachelor's of Fine Arts, and a minor in Sociology. I paint a lot of weird things, and I'm a freelancing photographer and graphic designer outside of school.

I am NOT your typical student. I am NOT a typical guy. I am NOT a typical Artsy.

Why am I hanging around your classes this semester? I was told to help the professors if need be, I was told to read your blogs, and anything in between.

Now, even though you'll see me with Damian most of the time, Art is my thing.

POST QUESTIONS HERE IF YOU HAVE A QUESTION ABOUT:

- Artists

- Painting

- Photography

- Photoshop

- Any other Tech-y digital art related topics.

-Inspiration

- If you just want to share work but don't think anyone will take it seriously, I am ALWAYS happy to see other people's artwork. Or Poetry, or Photography.

You can even chit chat with me about music, literature, anything Creative - like.

my email is falcantara08@lions.molloy.edu
my Flickr account is http://www.flickr.com/photos/flippy90/

oh and I'll start to post more creative type of Blogs later on as well.

Wednesday, September 9, 2009

First Post of The Semester fall09

So I'm sitting here in lab C with Russo's new class, they look like a bunch of stiffs, no artsy's yet.... hopefully the stuff I post will influence them do push their artistic limits to the max. Oh well, still can't tell, they haven't gotten blogger down yet...I really hope their poetry doesn't make me gag, sorry I don't want to hear about your boyfriends....

Friday, August 28, 2009

I wonder if I had to go to orientation to get to my FST class? Hmm I guess I'll find out the first day

Tuesday, August 18, 2009

Spamalot & Randomness

 

So, after my last entry, my blog got locked for suspicion of it being a “spam blog”, Am I so boring that this site thinks I’m a robot??

Anyway, All my College Bills have been paid off, hooray! Time to go back to shopping.

Finished On The Road.Jack Kerouac, friend of mine was reading it which reminded me to re- read it.

Donated Blood Again recently, 4 times and counting!

I have been really experimenting with digital photography lately, and I’ve been Pushing my photoshop skills. I hope whoever reads this enjoys them. Here’s some more pictures I’ve taken.

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And I made new Logos For people to enjoy :)

 

Felipe Alcantara Design 2 Felipe Alcantara design

Monday, August 17, 2009

Update 08/17/09

Ah ha Sorry folks I know I’ve been gone a long time now, things have been pretty hectic around the house. Oh by the way, If this blog comes out weird, It is because I’m testing out Windows Live Writer, a program that Prof.Russo shared with the rest of the Molloyians.

Speaking of which…

I am about to start my second year at Molloy College, which is extremely exciting. You know, a lot of my “Artist” friends (a.k.a kids my age who go to a fancy art school) give me crap about going to Molloy, “Oh its not a reaall art school” blah de blah. So what? I’m not particularly worried about my education at Molloy. I like most of the professors in the art department, and besides, I’m going for my B.F.A. These other kids need to get it through their fat heads that it’s not the school that’ll make them “famous artists”. I would like to think that I’m pretty knowledgeable in art history, and that I do have have some technical skill. My choice to go to Molloy was not an accident, it was well planned out. I felt as though I’d get a better education at a commuter college that had a little bit of everything. Molloy just had what I needed, and it’s working out pretty well. I’ll worry about going to “Art school” when I finish up here and start thinking about grad school.

And as a side note, The stuff these kids make at “art school” is extremely boring to me. If I have to see another peace sign painting, I am going to freak.

What else has been going on? Well I’ll tell you what’s not going on, writing. It seems as though I never feel like writing poetry anymore, I feel as though I’m lying to myself and that I’m just being extremely repetitive. I haven’t drawn much either, I’m all about painting now.

Which reminds me, I have to go back to school shopping….

This had to be one of the worst summers I’ve ever had, yet I still manage to keep a cheery mood. I’ve been denied jobs left and right, doing odd jobs for a short period of time instead :( . My friends are all getting into that college groove of partying, Which don’t get it twisted, I enjoy a good drink or two, But the last time I got trashed I woke up on a bench near the local pond with nothing a marker smiley face on my…face and my pockets looking like rabbit ears.

For those who don’t understand the last bit, pull your pockets inside out and think of bunny ears, yeah, I was robbed…

Moving on, drinking just hasn’t been my thing lately, I don’t like the feeling of getting drunk and spewing the day’s nutrition all over so and so’s dorm! No gracias, no gracias. However I have organized a few “happenings” of my own. Just a group of artsies, some paint some instruments some eccentric dancing among other funny things really gives you that community feeling.

Which reminds me, I should get involved with Molloy.

Other than that, it’s just been me, The girlfriend, and my broke ass friends who can’t find a decent job either. We’ve had so much free time, we play street ball for hours, giving ourselves ridiculous names such as “fashionably on-time” and “too smooth for toast”. It rained the entire summer, which pisses me off, and I love how during mid august mother earth woke up and said “ Oh my, I forgot about summer, I should probably get started on that”, I’ve been taking a lot of pictures, I recently got myself a new tripod to take those long exposures :) and I hoping to get a Nikon lens that is 50mm with a f-stop of 1.4, which in normal talk means a lens that looks as far as the human eye, with the capability of having an extremely blurry background.

Um, I think that’s it. If I forget to post, I most likely will during the school year. Especially with the incoming students for FLC, who will be learning about blogging mwahahaha, or at least I hope so.

Oh if Travis sees this at all – Hit me up son, I see you in Elmont all the time! Show me some love!!

blah de blah brb rattatatat and all that peace

Saturday, July 11, 2009

Artist You should Know 6

This will be a short one.

Charlie White, born 1972

BFA School of Visual Arts, NY

MFA Art Center College of Design, CA

Currently Director of MFA Program, Roski School of Fine Arts, University of South California (Citation needed) ......I think


This dude is a Los Angeles based photographer who to me, takes the sketchy parts of modern society, and makes these weird narrative photographs using fiction and the grosteque. The end result, eerie ass photographs exploiting the perversions of man using ugly people and humanoid puppets... Of course this (as always) is my opinion on things. I would love to hear other people's opinions. Here are a couple of examples of his work, however I must warn all that these are "Not Safe For Work" ....at all.

From The Series "Understanding Joshua"





Tuesday, June 30, 2009

The Trend Rant

I thought this would be a fun exercise to do. Trends that piss me off. Russo would approve.

I hate hate hate, High School Art. It's so boring and stupid, and yes I realize I was there too, but I've always made abstract art not this trendy shit. Here are some examples of what "Artsy" kids in High School enjoy.

- Intense Eyes. Look at the Eye it is the window to your soul. Might be interesting but not when the 17 year old goth is doing it.

- The Withering Rose. No Comment

- The bloody heart. nothing but teen angst.

- The tree silhouette. Just because your favorite band has this as an album cover doesn't make you cool.

- Making cute things evil. Girls do this a lot. Evil puppy, Evil Ballerina, Evil Eye, Evil Child, Evil Baby, Evil Girl........

- ANYTHING out of ALICE IN WONDERLAND

- body parts coming out of body parts.

I think that's it.

As far as music goes.

- Myspace bands - Now what is a myspace band? A band who gets really popular and a record deal because they have many friends on myspace. Musically what do they sound like. I generally bring it down to 2 different things. There is A) The pretty boy group who act hardcore even though they are not cause girls think they are cute. Ex// 3OH!3 and B) The band that goes rawwrr ROAR I HATE MY MOM RAWWWWRRR then they sing the melody with a voice higher than a church choir soprano, then back to RAWWWRR. Examples of this dumb shit are// Drop Dead Gorgeous, The Devil wears Prada. Look these ppl up, you'll see the source of my bitterness.

Social Trends:

I hated Emo, Scene was worse and why is everyone a goddamn hipster?? Why do chicks wear ridiculously large sunglasses?? and put big bows in their hair? It's cute???no it looks dumb!! Scene chicks always looked like the kinda hooker that the Joker would pimp. And Hipsters, and "artsy" ones at that.....grrrrrrr always "in" with whats new, and always bringing back old fashion failures and turn them popular, for example, why are legwarmers in again? and Every hot hipster girl for some reason thinks thinks they are a Great Photographer just because they take classy back and whites, or they think they are great actresses just because they were in drama club in high school........ Hipsters just piss me off.

People who say "Fail", "Epic", "FailBoat", "lawl", "Roflcopter", "Win" "For The WIN" "Did he die?" or any combination of these, if you go on youtube often you know what these things mean.

Twilight was the worst book ever written. Poor Story, Weak Characters, the author has the vocabulary of my 13 year old sister. The movie was worse. The ONLY REASON it's so popular is that Edward Cullen is every Emo girls wet dream, that and a 24 hour Hot Topic.

I guess that everyone forgot about MJ's molestation charges?

and Finally Film

STOP REMAKING CLASSICS AND/OR PERFECTLY FINE MOVIES. PHELAM 123 WAS GREAT IN THE 70'S AND THERE IS NO NEED TO REMAKE NIGHTMARE ON ELM STREET, OR HALLOWEEN, OR FRIDAY THE 13TH....


that's it.. Now this raises the question "What pisses you guys off?" Is it people like me? who tend to be arrogant and unwillingly to conform to lady GaGa's Disco Stick? Cause I don't shave my body hair, shop at some trendy hollister type store and pump to cheap club hits? Or Do you agree with me? or you undecided, because you don't have enough brains to make your own damn decision?

By The Way, Britney Spears and Twilight are on my list on reasons why kids today are so fucking stupid....

Monday, June 29, 2009

New photography

!!! I am fucking Psyched, I got a Nikon D5000. I would have gone for the D90 but I got a sweet deal on it. 12.3 megapixels, and nikon makes some kick ass lenses, so im not complaining. the stock lens is alright, 18 - 55 mm w/e im hoping to get a zoom telephoto soon. here's what i've been doing with it.



By The Way : I had to lower the quality to get them on here :(

Saturday, June 13, 2009

Birthday Blog

Yeah I haven't updated in a while, sue me. It is now 12:36 am on 6/14/09 and it is my birthday. I am now 19 years old and I'm feeling, well I suppose I feel the way I should be. Happiness, confusion, a bit frightened and even excited. It also may be a combination of things, being up this late at night being one among them that is making me have these strange feelings. Let's see what I have accomplished in my 18th year..

- Graduated Highschool
- Got into College
- Completed a series of paintings
- Got mostly straight A's with the exception of 2 classes.
- Managed not to ruin Ian
- Managed to stay with Asheley
- Made new friends
- Renewed old friendships
- Joined a Gym

Things I did not accomplish..
- Study Abroad
- Get a Car
- Get a Steady Job

Well atleast it looks optimistic on paper, or pixels rather...

So I'm happy because I'm still alive and I am going through a bit of a transitional period where I'm aware of my health and realized my mortality. I think back to all the times I should've died, and when I didn't, shrugged it off and pounded down some more alcohol. I think to myself, What the fuck was wrong with you? I look back and physically see my art improving, going towards my ultimate goal, a goal I have no idea what or where it is. I'm excited about going into my second year of college, getting closer to that overall goal. However, I am confused as well. I feel, unaccomplished, inadeqet, and I know that's contrdictory to what I had just said before... I feel like I should give back somehow, avoiding the military if possible. I also don't like the overall global status right now either, disease, nukes, bad economies, I definitley was born in the wrong era, but oh well I'm here now and I suppose I'll make the best of it. On top of everything I just said, I'm also sad, I'm 19 years old now, and I have a very sick close friend, dead friends, problems an older person should have. Maybe that's part of the reason I feel older than 19, I have very old problems. I'm getting tired now, I'll probably continue this blog later today.

Monday, May 25, 2009

Freelancin' in a Bad Economy

well a SHITTY economy really, nothing seems to be looking up, and no one I know (including myself) is having any luck finding a decent job, I've been laid off a few jobs, and I had no idea what to do, then out of nowhere I remember my good friend's mother who's an art teacher at my high school explaining to me that digital art is hot right now. So I took her advice and hit the books, and video training programs, and youtube tutorials, and read more books. I've been studying the digital arts for a few years now, but I've only recently been able to understand it. After a few months of self discipline I finally got the courage to offer my new freelance service, Web Design. Pardon my french (well actually I really don't care) but I was shocked as fuck with the results. It's only been a couple weeks and I'm designing web sites, pages, myspace layouts everything. I've been so busy I don't have time to create MY OWN SITE, which will be up by july I hope :)

If I could recommend anything to the struggling artist, I know I know I feel your pain, Digital art doesnt have that human touch, however it's one hell of a money maker, so suck it up and get some digital skills!

Saturday, May 23, 2009

An overdue update

In a classic stream of thought style, never fails to disappoint, Russo posted that i had and I quote, one of the best blogs of 2009....what ever the hell that means, I supposed its a good thing I wouldn't mind having the incoming freshmen look at my blog, I'll probably hang around the freshman learning community class for work study anyway, I also want to work in the dark room again, can I have two work studies I'm not sure? But yeah so I got straight A's this semester which made me quite happy, Im planning to keep it up, however I couldn't stay away from facebook because there are some people who are pathetic and decided that using a cell phone is now yesterdays technology UGh whatever I cant think of much to write right but ill just keep on writing kinda like that blue fish in finding nemo i cant think of her name but you know the one that goes just keep swimming just kwwp swimming, ah speaking of which I'm working on a painting for my friend natia, a very aquatic painting, full of.....well water, Ive found myself writing (or rather typing) a lot of poetry lately, I should post it here since thats the kind of stuff Russo wants to see, its funny he's the only one who actually looks at these I don't think Hey has the time and Don just doesn't give a flying fuck about these blogs, not to say the incoming freshmen shouldn't do them its for the grade at first anyway I actually enjoy doing them but Russo will tell u to fail the class on purpose which is all cool and w/e but i wouldn't recommend it. I visited my high school's art show and wow....do they suck lol im just kidding they were great I loved the AP work that was up, great now, I'll write about my art hang ups later I'm feeling a bit nostalgic which i hate cause i want to go back to a time of no responsibilities eh oh well, i need to buy more canvas cause Don got me into buying better art supplies I feel all powerful stretching my own canvas and yes russo there is a difference im using cotton duck because well.......thats all i can afford it is now 1:22 in the morning these damn blogger clocks are never right but im starting to get extremely tired probably from the toxic fumes of fresh house paint on the wall Im going to try to go to sleep now g'night all you blogg readers!!!

Tuesday, April 7, 2009

So I decided to finally start being healthy, I talked things out with Ash, what wonders communication can do. Here's my list of to do list for summer '09.

Get atleast 2 full time jobs
Get a Car
Study Hard
Complete a series of paintings
See Ian often
Diet
Work out at a gym
No drinking
No Smoking
No Partying
No being lazy

I got off to a good start, been working out the last few days, still trying to find a suitable diet, and I studying harder than ever.

It's weird, I feel happy for once

Saturday, April 4, 2009

So Molloy had this event where art collector's and appreciator's came together to support and buy art from some other school, (I'm not entirely sure) over a fancy dinner. Now I know this is not a top of the line art event, but I couldn't help but to look around, I manage to hang around for about a half hour before they threw me out haha. I know it's stupid but everytime I'm at a opening at a gallery or even a student show, I get all giddy because I want that for myself. My work has always been true to me and no one else of course but I want that feeling of being appreciated by strangers who just look at the visual vocabulary I've presented to them and have a conversation with it, that's what I love about today's art, the root languages are pretty much dead, but there are a whole mess of new dialects being formed, and the viewers of today double as translators, spreading the word of a new poetic structure on the scene. I wanted that feeling of accomplishment when a collector buys a work of art for a ridiculous price, but unfortunatley that means I would have to historically relevant, which won't happen, until i'm dead anyway.....

this art thing is confusing, but I think I'm getting closer to getting it, for myself anyway...
I'm having such a crazy week, I think I'm going to stop posting artists you should know blogs for a while, there are too many things going on in my life right now. I have paintings to finish, papers to write, speeches to practice, galleries to see, it's a lot of work. But it's not the work I'm worried about really. Asheley dropped a huge bomb on me yesterday, and I am so confused and thrown off.

Some parts of me feel like I'm overdoing the college thing to keep myself busy and forget my problems in life. On the flip side, it's me doing this that's getting me straight A's. I have one C that brings me down to a 3.7 gpa I don't know things are not working out the way I wanted them to, but hell, if they did it wouldn't be life now would it? I have much thinking to do right now.

Sunday, March 22, 2009

Artists I'm Into Right Now

people asked, and I don't have a facebook anymore :) so I'll post it here.

Banksy

Joan Snyder

Robert Rauschenberg

Robert Ryman

Jenny Holzer

Cy Twombly

Hans Hoffman

and hundreds more, but I'm very fond of these people right now. Especially Joan Snyder, her painting amazes me.

Off the Radar

So for the past couple of years, my life has been heavily involved with social networks online. Myspace, Facebook, Twitter. Blogger is thankfully nothing like that. So a couple of days ago I decided that it's not worth it. It takes up way too much of my time, when I should taking care of important things, like painting lol. I think I'm not alone here, social networks like facebook have become so popular among my peers are especially the younger kids that I would call it a permanent part of american culture. Blogging is a bit different. I enjoy having people read my blog because they stumble across it, not because they think they are obligated to.

In general, I think I'm headed towards a new direction, less dependency on technology. Now that isn't to say i'm dropping Everything ( though I would lke to) I mean these days I need a cell phone to check on my sister. I need the internet for my blog, which allows me to think about things that going on right now, I also need it because the colleges depend on it so much, everything is done online now.

I am cutting down on my ipod, unless I feel like listening to Dylan lol. I am, for the most part, done with t.v. news 12 long island is the worst news station ever, am I am going to just stick to the paper. I've been done with video games for a couple of years now, I don't own a new system. I'll probably never own an HD t.v. I never have nor will I ever own a GPS. They are terrible I love getting lost, and I just trust my own instinct.

Moral of this blog: we're all still human, let's not depend on technology 100%.

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

- Here is a quickie
Funny how poetry works
When it is terrible

- The Pungent smell of
life exposed when one removes
his dirty work boots

- It's hard to keep faith
when lands of milk and honey
fall and drift away

- Instead of saying
Fuck those corrupt, dirty pigs,
stop breaking the law!
By the way, I'm going to continue my blogs about artists you should know and shows you should visit. I'm just thinking about who to talk about.

P.s. If reading is not your cup of tea, be on the look out for my Art Vlog On youtube!!

Photography / Artistic breakthrough Blog haha

So a few things are going on in my life. I landed a work study gig managing the Dark Room in the art department. Which is great, I love film photography so much more than digital. On a personal level rather than technical. Sure with the digital age you can have high quality pictures edited to the core and sent to a million people in less than 5 minutes. But, it doesn't stimulate me. I need to be stimulated when I work. I love the process, I'm starting to think I'm a methodical kind of guy. My painting though abstract and kind of minimal, definitely has been reflecting my methodology on things. I think a large majority of it is a result of taking printmaking with Julia : ) , I liked the risk of failure according to a calculated trial. I hope that makes any sense to you, maybe it's just me XD. I think it brings out the human in me. Let me clarify:

I love working with machines, and I love overpowering the machine. It means we're not slaves to our own creations, yet. I love how even though it's the press's job to force ink onto paper, It's up to me whether it completes the mission or fails. Even though there is a chemical recipe to process film, it's my patience, my accuracy that developes that film correctly, not the chemicals. There is a HUGE risk factor in monotypes, carvings and film based processes that I love. With painting, you work until the painting's "done" or you give out, or you're about to hit that deadline : ). But with these mechanical processes there's a contridiction that goes as follows:

I want to calculate everything so I'll have a finished product, but I also want to screw up just enough to make it interesting.

Even I have patience and love the long hours, somehow it ends up with wanting instant gratification.

But back to methodology. In my painting class, I am amazed / disappointed with the evolution of my work. I was expecting to go in a hundred different directions, trying out different things so I can understand what "art" is. But, I ended up building on the same method of painting. I'm discovering things about myself I never knew, but apparently I'm very aware of, since I keep doing it!!

I started with a brown painting of squares, very organic, very design based. I loosened up a bit for the second, painting a gray tone, very thick abstract, with a more depth of field. Third was a still life of bricks. I made them softer and drippy, very alive and organic again. My last painting was a shocker it took everything I;ve done in my life and meshed together well. Not to mention I love adding surface to my paintings now, with extra canvas and string :).

You know something's wrong when I have more fun with my college life than my social life heheh

Sunday, February 8, 2009

A fantastic SUNday

what a fantastic weekend.... for once. I met up with Danielle which was awesome, She's been one of my best friends for years, and I just lost touch with her. The great part is, nothing's changed at all. we're still silly perverted jack asses lol.

So I hung out with Danielle and Frank, two real close friends, I crash at franks, played left 4 dead talked about life, love, sex, the usual and nothing went wrong. Not to mention today is B -E - A -Utiful day to just walk around and observe life.

No painting, No working....

Part of what art should be is reflecting your own life and times through your work, can't do that if you don't go out and experience life once in a while!

Monday, February 2, 2009

Artist you should know REQUEST!

I think we're on number five.

So I'm having a conversation with someone at school today when they mentioned that a certain artist creep'd her the fuck out. I mean this person was legit frightened. I had to know who it was that scared my fellow classmate, so she tells me,

Paul McCarthy

Wow there's a name I haven't heard in a while, she wanted me to explain him a bit, well that's difficult but I'll try...


Paul McCarthy (august 4th, 1945) is an artist from L.A. who creates sculptures, paintings and more notably, performance art.

He enjoys making videos using everyday items and making a mess out of them.

to me, he is testing his own stomach as well as ours with his clownish, shocking videos and sculpture. Here is an example of his video work.

"Painter" I think he's trying to give the great artist myth a big ol' FUCK YOU

If you want to see something creepier check out Bossy Burger I couldn't find it anywhere.

He definitely is testing our social norms and trying to push beyond making art by conventional means. Check out these sculptures
"Caribbean Pirates" 2001 -2005

"Mechanical Pig" 2005

"Piggies" 2007


He wants to mind fuck us with this psychological - um kiddie porn? Idk what to call it, it's sexual and childish and just plain freaky to me and a bunch of other people.

Oh and one to think about, Check out his video "Class fool" I think it's a 70's work(76?) and Our buddy Paul here launches himself around a classroom with ketchup everywhere JUST IMAGINE THE SMELL. He continued to do so and he vomited a few times. As if this wasn't enough, she shoved a barbie doll up his ass, let me say this again

HE SHOVED A BARBIE UP IS RECTUM.

God I love this man

Sunday, February 1, 2009

I miss Glowsticking

Okay, I Love electronic music. Techno, Trance, Electro, Hardstyle whatever. And I used to Glowstick quite a bit. For those of you who don't know what glowsticking is, it's a type of urban dance you find most commonly associated with techno music and the underground rave scene. Here's an example of me doing so....



So yea you get the idea. Other forms of street dance closely related are liquid dancing, tuttuing, breakdance, in the east there's poi dance. I'm getting off topic...

Back in the day I did this all the time!!!!!! I used to be part of this great website where people got together, played video games and party'd it up all night long doing this stuff!!

I totally miss it.

I miss the rush of trying to not fuck up in the crowd, and the flashing of the strobe light, The rumbling of heavy bass in my heart.

this was probably the best time of my life as far as party stuff goes. Back in the day you'd grab a couple of friends (or not) and just meet new people, drink and other stuff I shouldn't mention on the internet.... listen to some great cheesy guido fist pump music and have a great time. I've been to a rave (won't say where or when) where it lasted for 2 or 3days straight!! I stayed for 2 don't know if it went on any longer....

oh the memories..

Wednesday, January 28, 2009

Poem from last Semester

Felipe’s Poems

- Another Poem

Where am I going ?
It seems as though this question is the only constant
In my life, which is getting shorter with every tick
The seasons, they are always changing!

But they're not!

Sure, I can work after school
Teach at a school, fine
Settle down and die,

But I won't!
Why?

So sick
of banality
of money
of 4 sided things
of politics
of life!

But by all means continue to smile!
After all, this is the way
This is life! Ce la Vie!
You keep smiling

But I can't
Not anymore.


- For a Friend

Cans and bottles decorate the carpet
Jack's empty, and so are you
Sometimes I sit here and wonder
Is my time worth it? Are you?
Time ticks by as your laying down
And you're still empty I see
You close your eyes hoping
That I'd disappear for a week
But I won't
Because when you sober up
Then you'll see that I'm still here
I'm here for you.

Tuesday, January 27, 2009

Just needed to complain, I'm taking Photography 1 right now (well in about 15 minutes) and hate how expensive it is, for you high schoolers, Appreciate getting free textbooks and supplies...

Artis You should know number 4

This guy will blow your Freaking Mind!!!

when people make fun of Fine Art, they usually go for conceptualism, even if they are too ignorant to realize it.

example: Marcel Duchamp's "Fountain" I'll get to this guy eventually....


You might also hear of Artists' being so ridiculous, that they use their own feces in their artwork...


Well Guess What..... There are such people, I'm going over one Today


Piero Manzoni


This Italian artist(1933 -63) was best known for a series of work that basically (remember I'm not going into detail, This is just an intro) says that anything that comes out of the artist, must be considered art. Yes there is a method to his madness...

This Series Included Artist's Breath 1960




...And the Ever famous (drumroll Please) ..................................
..................................................

Artist's Shit 1961 Yes, That's what it's called





Yep these babies currently go for around $80,000, well in 2007 anyway, wonder what it's worth is now

This has got to be the most expensive shit anyone's ever taken, just don't confuse the can with tuna fish!

Monday, January 26, 2009

I'm not sure what to write, I'm feeling a bit down and lonely right now. I'm sure I'll get over it for the mean time, I'll d Russo's Questionnaire

1. Describe yourself in three words.
Creative, Intelligent, clever

2. What one thing about yourself that you like the most?
People tell me that I'm a great listener.

3. What is one thing about yourself that you like least?
I tend to dislike people

4. What is your favorite color?
Purple, it's tranquil for me

5. What physical features of the opposite sex are you attracted to the most?
I love how hips look on girls, and eyes, gotta love a girl with beautiful eyes

6. What is your favorite movie?
Not fair there are so many....I can say I watched the Nightmare Before Christmas about a million times since I was around 6?

7. What book are you currently reading?
An intro to aesthetics and examining art.

8. What is your favorite curse word?
FUCK of course

9. Do you have any piercings? Any tattoos?
Not right now, I take that stuff seriously

10. If you could go any place right now, where would you go?
India for sure

11. What is your favorite hangout?
anywhere new and outside.

12. What is your favorite song?
Talk show Host by Radiohead

13. What is the worst thing you've ever bought or have been given?
Someone gave me lead, can't make this up.

14. What is one thing you always bring with you?

aside from essentials, a sharpie to draw with

15. What is your favorite thing to eat? To drink?
I'm a sucker for sushi, green tea

16. Who do you think is the most beautiful woman in the world?
I'm not sure, most women are bitches

17. Who do you think is the most handsome man in the world?
I actually think our new president is pretty good looking.

18. What is your hidden talent?
If I told you it wouldn't be hidden anymore.

19. What is your dream job?
being a successful artist that contributes a lot, maybe David Hockney status

20. Describe your ideal partner.
-I'm a sucker for tall girls
-I love red heads
-must be open minded
-able to deal with me
-intelligent
-NOT ur typical long island valley girl Blonde with the orange tan and Uggs, Fuck that

21. What are you afraid of?
don't worry about it

22. Are you a optimist or a pessimist?
I tend to be a pessimist, I don't want to, just happens

23. What would you rather have: brains or beauty? (BE HONEST!)
Brains, I HATE air heads, you only here for so long why waste it looking in the mirror?

24. Are you a giver or a taker? (BE HONEST AGAIN!)
Taker for sure, LOVE FREE STUFF

25. What turns you on in life? (Intellectually, emotionally, spiritually)

Intellectually: Philosophy, specifically Aesthetics
Emotionally: It might be silly, but when a parent pushes their kid on a swing. It's that one moment of pure trust and pure happiness because you know nothing is going to harm you, it's almost a perfect moment.
Spiritually: painting

26. What turns you off in life?
Working for 3/4 of your lifetime.

27. If your house caught on fire and you could only save one thing, what would it be? (NOTE: your family is already safe)
My journal, its almost a 300 page biography of me.

28. If you could go back in time and change anything about your life, what would it be?

I wish I had enjoyed my high school years better, I wasn't expecting life to become hard when I became 18

29. If you could choose your own death, how would you go?

I want to be cremated and used as a medium for a final work of art.

Artist you should know 3

Name: Unknown
Age: unknown
D.O.B.: maybe 1974
Hometown: Maybe Southwest England


Alias: Banksy

Yep that's right little is known about the personal life of Banksy. But it is certain that he a British Graffiti artist, and a badass one at that....


So What does he do? Banksy makes these magnificent graffiti pieces full of satire and political satire. It's difficult to buy his work and his personal really is a mystery, I can't say anything else about his life. He publishes his own books and is a HUGE influence on the underground British Art Scene.

from wikipedia - In 2003 in a show called "Turf War", held in a warehouse, Banksy painted on animals. Although the RSPCA declared the conditions suitable, an animal rights activist chained herself to the railings in protest.[16] He later moved on to producing subverted paintings; one example is Monet's Water Lily Pond, adapted to include urban detritus such as litter and a shopping trolley floating in its reflective waters; another is Edward Hopper's Nighthawks, redrawn to show that the characters are looking at a British football hooligan, dressed only in his Union Flag underpants, who has just thrown an object through the glass window of the cafe. These oil paintings were shown at a twelve day exhibition in Westbourne Grove, London in 2005.[17]

This is confirmed true on several notes I've read about the incident.

Gallery Guide Jan 09!!!

For you artsy's, I do this cause I care.....

Aparttogether group show - Hp Garcia Gallery, NY

Infinite Patience -
Hauch of Venision, NY

Imi Knoebel - Mary Boone Gallery, NY

George Deem -Quotations: The early work - Allan Stone Gallery, NY

Chinese Sickman - Art Next Gallery, NY

Xu Weixin - ChinaSquare Gallery, NY

**works in all media** - DJT Fine Art, NY (Warhol, Basquiat, Haring, Hirst, Wesselmann, Lichtenstein, Close, Dine, Arman, Ramos, Rauschenberg, Longo, Appel, Christo, Frankenthaler, Indiana, Katz, Rivers, Rosenquist, Ruscha, De'Lutti, Picasso,& Miro.

Winter Haiku - Jenkins Johnson Gallery, NY

Fairs

LONDON ART FAIR 09!!! - Business Design Centre, Islington www.londonartfair.co.uk

LOS ANGELES ART SHOW 09!!!! -LA Convention Center www.laartshow.com

MADRID ART 09!!!! - Pabellion de Cristal, Casa de Campo, Madrid www.art-madrid.com

Monday, January 5, 2009

Artist you should know 2

Jean-Michele Basquiat a.k.a SAMO (Dec. 22, 1960 - August 12, 1988) was considered a 1980's graffiti artist/ Neo-Expressionist from Brooklyn, New York.

oh BTW, this dude is so awesome I'm just going to go ahead and give you stuff to look up...

- He was in a band called Gray and played CBGB's
- He appeared in Blondie's music video "Rapture"
- He was one of the first to date Madonna (no lie)
- He was involved in the film Downtown 81 a.k.a The New York Beat Movie
- He was a regular guest on Glenn Obrien's public access show TV Party
- He had a close relationship with Andy Warhol
- He was the biggest artist from 1981 to about 1984
- SAMO His "tag" name meant Same ol' Shit, it was tagged all over Soho and lower Mahanttan
- He was Fluent in Spanish, English, and French and had a thing for mythology

Opinion Based: There were people who believe that Warhol was using Basquiat as a way to get in the spotlight again since his fame was winding down a bit in the 60's. Some people think that their friendship was Legit. What do you think?

Unfortuantley Our good friend died of a Heroin Overdose at the ripe age of 27, His paintings still influence (me) many artists and are still in high demand.

Work - PRIMAL, Fearless, Creole', Expressive, Arfrican Americans in Contemporary Art, Poetry, Graffiti.

Examples:

Artists You should Know #1 : Gilbert & George

Okay I'm not going to go into too much detail with these. I really just want to introduce these artists, if you're interested, do the research on your own. High schoolers will probably use these to impress their art teachers, I know I did...

So....

Gilbert Proesch (Sept.17,1943) and George Passmore (Jan.8,1942) are two contemporary artists who work together all the time.

That's right, two men, one artist.

The two met at St. Martin's school of art and years in an interview for the televised show Imagine they stated that part of the reasoning behind the idea of 2 men and one artist is "The art world is a very lonely one, one asks a question and no one answers, with two artists it's very simple, one asks a question and the other responds right away"

The Work: They often are in their huge stain glass like pictures. The imagery is shocking at times, with nudity, sexual acts, feces, and other bodily fluids that are composed together in such a beautiful way, that by the time you realize what you're looking at, it's too late. That's what happened to me XD. Examples -

First Post/ Welcome!

Hey what's up everybody! First off thanks for the the time to check out this blog. What you should expect to see here is:

- Upcoming art shows I think you should check out.

- What's going on in my life right now as an artist / person

- A little Art History for those in need !

- Movies / Music all that good stuff. 

- Thought provoking topics, politics/life/The Economy etc.

So I hope you will stick around and check it out!!! Peace